Let Go

How does it really feels to really let go? Not give a fuck about the outcomes. Not giving into society rules, that all we humans are bound to follow.

Yes yes you have probably heard this before. I've just watched Fight Club. No I'm not trying to be someone I'm not. Fight Club just got me thinking.

I went out with Tom, Phil and Sam. We were meant to have fun. Well, at least that was what I thought. I did badly for the night. I thought after all the approaches I did on day time would make it a lot easier to approach night time, I guess I was wrong. Dead wrong!

Phil and Sam as usual did their best to push me into sets. And as I was before like a fucking retarded AFC stood around like a dumb ass and not approach. And as before I felt that I've let them down even I know they are not. To be honest, I felt like crap.

You know, somehow down the line I was just hoping that a GURU would just pop out and gave you the secret to success; not just success in pick up but success in life. I guess I'm still leaving in the dream world.

Do we ever preach what we teach? Do we see life the way we wanted it to be seen?
So what I'm a mother fucking illegal immigrant. I'm not a murderer! I'm just a honest guy working his ass off trying to fix his life. To find a meaning in life if there's one. At least I'm trying to sort my life out, I know it's not so clean but at least I'm not sitting on my ass and whine about it, i take action. That is why I'm here in the first place. Honestly I have got nothing to lose. Nothing to lose besides myself.

So why am I not approaching? It's because deep down inside me I still care about the outcome, i think too much, i talked to much, i analyse too much, Because i don't fucking let go. I worry about my friends feeling, i worry about me not approaching. I think GAME too much. I need to fucking let go.

LET GO is the word of the day, LET GO

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P/S : What is wrong and what is right is not for others to decide but YOU! YOU decide what is wrong and right in your life. i want to take control!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Read all you want, think all you want, but in the end of the day you have to take action, i have to take action.

JIMBEAM