It is times like this that reminds you of the reason you have a blog; it's to spill out your guts to the world, things that your friends wouldn't care or maybe things that you are too scared to share with your friends and family.
For the past few days I've been torn between 2 choices; to leave or not to leave.
Seems pretty easy but it's not. I think making choices is got to be one of the hardest thing mankind had to do. To many of us, like myself we are afraid of the outcome from the choices that we made. To be really honest, I'm scared of going back, the whole starting over and leading a different life, it's a little scary. Despite all this drama, I know deep down inside this is one journey home I have to make.
Stuffs are scattered around the room, a messy scene. Card box, plastic bags, suitcase, mineral bottles, papers and documents are the among the "rubbish" that are on the floor. I'm actually packing all my stuff now and to prepare for the big farewell. Well, I still have 4 months before I leave, at least that was the plan but like all plans, it well never work. Because I know how lazy I am and how good I can procrastinate, I've set October 5th as the day!
There are some loose ends that I need to tie such as selling of my beautiful Toyota Corolla 99 and cancel insurance on that car.
Oh, I'm getting a tattoo soon, and it's one long story, one which I will post it up soon!
That's all for now
Jimbeam
Thursday, 30 June 2011
Friday, 17 June 2011
Ego, everyone has this, so do I
Hey, I've just realised something important.
One of the many reasons why I have not written any new post for the past couple of weeks or even months is because I wanted to put up something nice, something which will make you guys go crazy and come back for more post, in another words, I was feeding my fucking EGO!!
I wanted to only post FR's that I have done good and have some decent close to it, which in reality, I had not done any so hence, no post!
You see, its a EGO thing!
So I ended up not approaching at all and no FR's after that and the vicious cycle continues and you go back to the same old lazy bump that you are, well I mean me.
I have to man the fuck up and start posting failures from now on and start working on my sticking points.
To be honest, been lazy for 2 weeks, no approaches, no game, no nothing.
So today, I broke the cycle and went out to approach, well it didn't went well, I had like 45 minutes of free time, went out to town and I just couldn't bring myself to approach. I would have easily approach 3 hot girls today, not proud of myself, not proud at all.
This podcast certainly help bring out the whole ego issue thing and King Kong is definitely the man, look to him.
By the way, Kong is from the YouTube sensation, SimplePickup
Great stuff to learned from
One of the many reasons why I have not written any new post for the past couple of weeks or even months is because I wanted to put up something nice, something which will make you guys go crazy and come back for more post, in another words, I was feeding my fucking EGO!!
I wanted to only post FR's that I have done good and have some decent close to it, which in reality, I had not done any so hence, no post!
You see, its a EGO thing!
So I ended up not approaching at all and no FR's after that and the vicious cycle continues and you go back to the same old lazy bump that you are, well I mean me.
I have to man the fuck up and start posting failures from now on and start working on my sticking points.
To be honest, been lazy for 2 weeks, no approaches, no game, no nothing.
So today, I broke the cycle and went out to approach, well it didn't went well, I had like 45 minutes of free time, went out to town and I just couldn't bring myself to approach. I would have easily approach 3 hot girls today, not proud of myself, not proud at all.
This podcast certainly help bring out the whole ego issue thing and King Kong is definitely the man, look to him.
By the way, Kong is from the YouTube sensation, SimplePickup
Great stuff to learned from
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