This has been the worst week of my life.
Bad cough, sore throat, joint ache, back pain.
You name it I've got it.
Last night I was dreaming about Spare Ribs in BBQ Sauce and Special Chow Mein
HOW FUCK UP IS THAT!
And the worst part, 2 nights ago something creepy happened. I remembered turning off the lights before I went to bed and the next morning it was turned on. I lie on my bed for good 15 minutes wondering who the fuck turned on the lights. Mind you I was the only person at home, everyones was still on their holiday mood from Christmas. I can only think of 2 assumptions, 1) I'm sleep walking; 2) There's a horny ghost!!
Anadin Paracetomol is not working for me right now. Going out in 15 minutes to get Night Nurse (all in one remedy) which suits me.
No No since Christmas I haven't been approaching at all, now that I got Man Flu, its worst.
well got to go. I still need to work even when I'm ill
Jimbeam
Wednesday, 29 December 2010
Friday, 17 December 2010
Learning Curve - Awesomeness???
Ok. Today I got myself a new keyboard Hurray!!! I mean computer keyboard...
I did not approach since Sunday. Bad? YES!
Right, met up with Sam and Phil on Sunday and damn did I learn tonnes.
It's been awhile since we were all going out together. Me and Sam had coffee and chatted for a bit which is nice coz it's been awhile since we last sat and talk, well the last time we talked, I was emotionally crazy, sprouting crazy shit which got him all worried. (Yes! The game does things to your mind!!!!)
Sam pointed out something significant in my approach. I wasn't bantering, no small talk and no humor, basically, I'm lousy with conversational skills, another words, I can't even talk!!!
Waoh, now I have a new set of problems.
One of the suggestions that Sam gave me was to watch Whose Line Is It Anyway!
It's good stuff
I really think humor is one of the most important things in a conversation. But this is what I lack, and which i find it very difficult to come up with.
You see, after ovecoming a certain problem, another one will show up, I like to think that this is an improvement. You solved the last problem and you go on with another, keep improving.
I know it doesn't sound like fun, it isn't! But if this is going to help me get better, I would definitely give it a try.
Let's see what happens tomorrow, because I'm going to open with a real life situational opener and see where can I go from there.
Word.
JimBeam
I did not approach since Sunday. Bad? YES!
Right, met up with Sam and Phil on Sunday and damn did I learn tonnes.
It's been awhile since we were all going out together. Me and Sam had coffee and chatted for a bit which is nice coz it's been awhile since we last sat and talk, well the last time we talked, I was emotionally crazy, sprouting crazy shit which got him all worried. (Yes! The game does things to your mind!!!!)
Sam pointed out something significant in my approach. I wasn't bantering, no small talk and no humor, basically, I'm lousy with conversational skills, another words, I can't even talk!!!
Waoh, now I have a new set of problems.
One of the suggestions that Sam gave me was to watch Whose Line Is It Anyway!
It's good stuff
I really think humor is one of the most important things in a conversation. But this is what I lack, and which i find it very difficult to come up with.
You see, after ovecoming a certain problem, another one will show up, I like to think that this is an improvement. You solved the last problem and you go on with another, keep improving.
I know it doesn't sound like fun, it isn't! But if this is going to help me get better, I would definitely give it a try.
Let's see what happens tomorrow, because I'm going to open with a real life situational opener and see where can I go from there.
Word.
JimBeam
Saturday, 11 December 2010
Night Game was Horible
I tried following the footsteps of Jim Carrey in the movie YES MAN!
Phil and Sam decided not to come out tonight so Sam told me to go solo, which I eventually say YES because I know how bad I suck in Night Game and how bad I want to get good, so I pushed myself to go out tonight. Went out, did my thing and in fact I got blown out from my last set and I suspect I had a bad breath coz I can't keep myself from noticing this girl keep waving her hand as in like trying to "wave" away the bad smell coming out of my mouth.
I'm not even sure if that's the case but if it is... well, you get the picture.
I know its crazy but I did it anyway, I actually went out alone, which is really weird.
No friends and no game, I was that "creepy guy"
Well, on the good side, at least I did well, I opened at least 5 sets I think, but never went pass the opener, which was a bit of a kick in the balls.
Everytime I felt like giving up, I will catch myself looking at the text Top Cat sent me.
"You will learn to fight the dragon. No excuses!"
This is gonna be one hell of a dragon to fight, that's for sure.
Somehow, I felt more comfortable doing daygame compared to night game. In fact I do a lot better in day. But as they say, I'm only as good as my weakest link. So I want to get good on both.
Meeting Tom tomorrow for day game. Wish me luck guys :)
Jimbeam
Phil and Sam decided not to come out tonight so Sam told me to go solo, which I eventually say YES because I know how bad I suck in Night Game and how bad I want to get good, so I pushed myself to go out tonight. Went out, did my thing and in fact I got blown out from my last set and I suspect I had a bad breath coz I can't keep myself from noticing this girl keep waving her hand as in like trying to "wave" away the bad smell coming out of my mouth.
I'm not even sure if that's the case but if it is... well, you get the picture.
I know its crazy but I did it anyway, I actually went out alone, which is really weird.
No friends and no game, I was that "creepy guy"
Well, on the good side, at least I did well, I opened at least 5 sets I think, but never went pass the opener, which was a bit of a kick in the balls.
Everytime I felt like giving up, I will catch myself looking at the text Top Cat sent me.
"You will learn to fight the dragon. No excuses!"
This is gonna be one hell of a dragon to fight, that's for sure.
Somehow, I felt more comfortable doing daygame compared to night game. In fact I do a lot better in day. But as they say, I'm only as good as my weakest link. So I want to get good on both.
Meeting Tom tomorrow for day game. Wish me luck guys :)
Jimbeam
Monday, 6 December 2010
Not so PUA, just life...and it suck :(
Great, I thought if you were kind enough to others, the universe and people will be kind to you as well. NO no no, that's not how things work in the real world. In the real world, if you be nice to others, they will just fuck you upside down and inside out.
Life Lesson No.1 : Never lend money to friends
That includes BFFFFFFFFFF........
Once you do lend them money, that's probably the last time you're gonna hear from them.
Yes, I'm dumb enough to fall for the same trick twice!!!
Let's call them A and B
A doesn't call me anymore, if A calls, it's going to be weird coz money ruin friendship
B acting all weird, like we've never met before. I'm invisible
It's really fucked up.
I mean seriously, what can I do to deal with this.
I'm not even sure if I can ever see my hard earned money ever again?!
Jimbeam
Life Lesson No.1 : Never lend money to friends
That includes BFFFFFFFFFF........
Once you do lend them money, that's probably the last time you're gonna hear from them.
Yes, I'm dumb enough to fall for the same trick twice!!!
Let's call them A and B
A doesn't call me anymore, if A calls, it's going to be weird coz money ruin friendship
B acting all weird, like we've never met before. I'm invisible
It's really fucked up.
I mean seriously, what can I do to deal with this.
I'm not even sure if I can ever see my hard earned money ever again?!
Jimbeam
Thursday, 2 December 2010
Inspiration from unexpected places
I'm not a big fan of anime, I know some guys do. Anyway, I'm not hardcore on anime, I tend to follow the few popular ones, eg. Bleach and Naruto. OK, I know I know, what the hell I'm talking about anime right. Recently I've been watching Naruto and then I realised the main characters shares my same problem, being good at the game!
For those who do not watch anime, Naruto (protaganist) is on his way to become the world famous and strongest ninja but he suck big time! He always dream of being a master ninja and what not; but he's got no skills; but what he lacks he gains in strong determination and motivation. He will just push through the barrier like there's not tomorrow and now he's a really good ninja and still improving.
It's a lot like us, well at least for me. I want to become a good pua but I suck, i got no game. So I set out to learn skills and train hard. I relate myself to him a lot. And everytime I felt down, somehow I get my inspiration and motivation up just by watching him. He's not outcome dependant, he doesn't care what happens, he just knows that he needs to complete his mission and do it well even if it cost his life.
If you find yourself burned out and low on motivation, search outside the box, look for inspiration and believe me, you will find it, places that you have never expected
Jimbeam
For those who do not watch anime, Naruto (protaganist) is on his way to become the world famous and strongest ninja but he suck big time! He always dream of being a master ninja and what not; but he's got no skills; but what he lacks he gains in strong determination and motivation. He will just push through the barrier like there's not tomorrow and now he's a really good ninja and still improving.
It's a lot like us, well at least for me. I want to become a good pua but I suck, i got no game. So I set out to learn skills and train hard. I relate myself to him a lot. And everytime I felt down, somehow I get my inspiration and motivation up just by watching him. He's not outcome dependant, he doesn't care what happens, he just knows that he needs to complete his mission and do it well even if it cost his life.
If you find yourself burned out and low on motivation, search outside the box, look for inspiration and believe me, you will find it, places that you have never expected
Jimbeam
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