I had the best week of my life, seeing my mom and sister for the first time in 3 years was really great, no words can ever describe that warm feeling, to be able to touch them and hug them.
But after all this wonderful experience, eventually, you have to snap out of it. It's back to the reality and the reality suck big time! I have to start looking for a new job, which is not a good thing considering my situation, but I always keep myself as optimistic as possible. I try not to complaint and I try to find solutions to every problem, but as you may know, we're only human, I'm only human....
I know for the past month this blog has stray away from PUA stuff and its getting boring with all my life story. I truly believe whatever we go through in life is an experience which will help us in our everyday journey, in this case, PUA. I myself have been super busy organizing stuff for my family and I was pretty tired after that.
I keep reminding myself though, on why I'm doing this (PUA). Everytime I feel down, I will always remember that night I did my first pull, which I'm really proud of myself and that is going to be something I hold close to my heart, after all PUA is human and human has emotion :)
Now the next plan is to make sure to keep my family happy till they leave and after that I start looking for job. Let me know if you want to hire, I'm young and strong and energetic and I can start anytime after 22/09/10
Hopefully my next blog would be something positive
PEACE
Friday, 17 September 2010
Sunday, 12 September 2010
I did something right and yet it felt so wrong
this 2 weeks has been hell, have not done a single PUA stuff. and today i did something which i thought was right and then i realised i was an idiot.
basically, was out delivering and this red car couldn't hit the brakes on time and it clipped my car on the roundabout. and it's pretty obvious it was his fault and that idiot just sped off. i was so angry that i gave chase for a bit and then i realise i had to deliver the food.
you see my story is complicated, interesting and kinda taboo, I'm not suppose to say stuff like this on here. and hopefully i dont leave any cyber finger print.
anyway. i shouldn't have make that police report, i felt like i was the offender, coz i was asked all this questions which i really do not feel comfortable at all.
i have such bad week
basically, was out delivering and this red car couldn't hit the brakes on time and it clipped my car on the roundabout. and it's pretty obvious it was his fault and that idiot just sped off. i was so angry that i gave chase for a bit and then i realise i had to deliver the food.
you see my story is complicated, interesting and kinda taboo, I'm not suppose to say stuff like this on here. and hopefully i dont leave any cyber finger print.
anyway. i shouldn't have make that police report, i felt like i was the offender, coz i was asked all this questions which i really do not feel comfortable at all.
i have such bad week
Friday, 10 September 2010
Unexpected twist is just part of life
One phone call from my boss ruined my day! My mom and sister is here for a 2 week visit. I was really happy until my boss called me today.
My boss was trying her best not to hurt my feelings so she explained the reasons why she had to let me go. So basically, I'm fired but in a very polite way. I kinda expected this to happen but not this early, I was thinking that I might still be safe till Christmas, but I guess I was wrong.
Well, basically business here isn't really good and it's a fact, my boss didn't have to explain, I can tell that business wasn't good. She had to let someone go so that she could cover her losses and that would be me, as expected. What I did not expect was the timing. A little early than I have thought.
But she did make a point to tell me that if whenever business is good again, she would get me back here. Well, I certainly hope so, coz I love this place.
Gosh, hope I could see Phil before I leave.
This is a little too much for me to handle. The is certainly pressure, financially. But the most important thing is to allow both my Mom and Sis to have the best time of their lives! Family comes first.
Wish me luck man
My boss was trying her best not to hurt my feelings so she explained the reasons why she had to let me go. So basically, I'm fired but in a very polite way. I kinda expected this to happen but not this early, I was thinking that I might still be safe till Christmas, but I guess I was wrong.
Well, basically business here isn't really good and it's a fact, my boss didn't have to explain, I can tell that business wasn't good. She had to let someone go so that she could cover her losses and that would be me, as expected. What I did not expect was the timing. A little early than I have thought.
But she did make a point to tell me that if whenever business is good again, she would get me back here. Well, I certainly hope so, coz I love this place.
Gosh, hope I could see Phil before I leave.
This is a little too much for me to handle. The is certainly pressure, financially. But the most important thing is to allow both my Mom and Sis to have the best time of their lives! Family comes first.
Wish me luck man
Tuesday, 7 September 2010
my Old Kindergarden crush was in my dream
Yeap, i actually had a good dream, it was so good that i missed my hairdresser appointment... i had book 2 weeks earlier and its now going to the drain. luckily for me i could get it done this evening, so im good LOL...
Oh oh..im actually going to learn to bake cheese cake.... awesome...gonna show u guys my first attemp on baking a cake..... there will be pictures !!!!!!
anyway... been super lazy..... have not read any of the PUA stuff for the past few days... been busy planning trip for my mom and sister....she's coming over to visit me for 2 weeks...which is pretty awesome... i think im gonna get an accent coach...its pretty random really
Oh oh..im actually going to learn to bake cheese cake.... awesome...gonna show u guys my first attemp on baking a cake..... there will be pictures !!!!!!
anyway... been super lazy..... have not read any of the PUA stuff for the past few days... been busy planning trip for my mom and sister....she's coming over to visit me for 2 weeks...which is pretty awesome... i think im gonna get an accent coach...its pretty random really
Welcome to the real world... and it sucks!!!!!!
Life can give you so much fun and pleasure and when you least expected, they start throwing you curveballs and shit!!!! I've just come to realise that I might lose my job anytime starting tomorrow!!! HOORAY!!!
You see, where I work, there isn't any contract, so coming and going is very common around here. Long story short, it's a new business, customer base = low, profit = not much sometimes losing a little, my boss couldn't take the shit and now they want to sell or rent their business away, so new owner would take over and make some major changes..... that includes changes in STAFF!!!!
I should have seen it coming. Been in this "business" for 3 years now, I could already tell a little if the business going to be a profitable one or.... you know...go down south.
I guess life isn't perfect, like anything else, you get tonnes of shit everytime, once in awhile. :P
Losing my job is just part of the problem. Losing my job means I need to move away again!! The worst part is I love this town, like I said in my previous post, this is the only place where I can really learn my PUA stuff because Phil is here!!!!
Speaking of Phil, hopefully I'm still around when Phil's back next October. I'm not even sure if this business could even last till Christmas! It's scary and at the same time predictable... I guess
I was pretty down today thinking about losing my job soon. I guess in life, it's all about making the right choices. And I don't believe in fate or it's written in the book or whatever, don't like the idea that we're not in control of our own life, this is pretty scary. I believe we can still choose and we do not need to follow the majority, be the minority for once shit head!!! Well, I've been!
One more thing to keep in mind, if you ever find yourself wondering whether you should help your best friend financially, doesn't matter if you offer or you have been ask for a favor. DON'T!!!
Money and friends doesn't really mix well together, it's going to ruin your life, most of the time it's the latter. Being a nice and good guy, helping around is not going to take you far, learn it from the pro!
BTW, I'm going to admit here, right now! I have an addiction!! Yes, and addiction.... I'm suffering from :
SEVERE PORN ADDICTION!!!!
Yes there you go, I said it. I recognize my problem and I'm going to fix it!
So what, no one is perfect and all of us had at some point a dark secret! Mine is this.
Spending countless of hours in front of the screen JERKING OFF while watching some blonde from the screen touching herself!
So what, life isn't perfect! And I'm fixing it!
Do you guys have any sticking points in life? School? College? University??
Drop me a line!
You see, where I work, there isn't any contract, so coming and going is very common around here. Long story short, it's a new business, customer base = low, profit = not much sometimes losing a little, my boss couldn't take the shit and now they want to sell or rent their business away, so new owner would take over and make some major changes..... that includes changes in STAFF!!!!
I should have seen it coming. Been in this "business" for 3 years now, I could already tell a little if the business going to be a profitable one or.... you know...go down south.
I guess life isn't perfect, like anything else, you get tonnes of shit everytime, once in awhile. :P
Losing my job is just part of the problem. Losing my job means I need to move away again!! The worst part is I love this town, like I said in my previous post, this is the only place where I can really learn my PUA stuff because Phil is here!!!!
Speaking of Phil, hopefully I'm still around when Phil's back next October. I'm not even sure if this business could even last till Christmas! It's scary and at the same time predictable... I guess
I was pretty down today thinking about losing my job soon. I guess in life, it's all about making the right choices. And I don't believe in fate or it's written in the book or whatever, don't like the idea that we're not in control of our own life, this is pretty scary. I believe we can still choose and we do not need to follow the majority, be the minority for once shit head!!! Well, I've been!
One more thing to keep in mind, if you ever find yourself wondering whether you should help your best friend financially, doesn't matter if you offer or you have been ask for a favor. DON'T!!!
Money and friends doesn't really mix well together, it's going to ruin your life, most of the time it's the latter. Being a nice and good guy, helping around is not going to take you far, learn it from the pro!
BTW, I'm going to admit here, right now! I have an addiction!! Yes, and addiction.... I'm suffering from :
SEVERE PORN ADDICTION!!!!
Yes there you go, I said it. I recognize my problem and I'm going to fix it!
So what, no one is perfect and all of us had at some point a dark secret! Mine is this.
Spending countless of hours in front of the screen JERKING OFF while watching some blonde from the screen touching herself!
So what, life isn't perfect! And I'm fixing it!
Do you guys have any sticking points in life? School? College? University??
Drop me a line!
Thursday, 2 September 2010
Is there consequences in telling the truth?
My thoughts on blog? Personally, it's a platform where you can express whatever you want to say which you wouldn't normally do in front of your "normal" friends and family. I guess it's a platform for like minded people and to readers who are interested in "weird and bizarre" true stories. I guess....
There is so much I want to share to the world but not sure if I should do it. All you know, FBI, CIA, Home Services would be on your doorstep.
Anyway, my rant about the truth have to be kept for another day when I really do finally want to reveal it :)
Ok, so I've been doing some thinking for the past day. Here's how the story goes:
I just moved to town Z about 4 months ago and loving it ever since, met some incredible friends and that's how I started with my PUA thing, I met Phil which is like Mentor and it all started here in town Z. Reason I moved here, its work related. I work and live in Store X.... covenient for me to move around, work and sleep at the same place.
Now this guy G who I know wants to buy store X and runs it. Here's the problem. If he is to buy this Store X, I would have to go, another words, I'm fired from Store X. and I have to leave Town Z. U might think that I should get another job, well I can't. So that's the problem, I wanna stay in TOwn Z but I cant afford a place without a job and with my current situation, I cant get a job easily.
Ok that was my rant.... it was weird, I know
Good night
There is so much I want to share to the world but not sure if I should do it. All you know, FBI, CIA, Home Services would be on your doorstep.
Anyway, my rant about the truth have to be kept for another day when I really do finally want to reveal it :)
Ok, so I've been doing some thinking for the past day. Here's how the story goes:
I just moved to town Z about 4 months ago and loving it ever since, met some incredible friends and that's how I started with my PUA thing, I met Phil which is like Mentor and it all started here in town Z. Reason I moved here, its work related. I work and live in Store X.... covenient for me to move around, work and sleep at the same place.
Now this guy G who I know wants to buy store X and runs it. Here's the problem. If he is to buy this Store X, I would have to go, another words, I'm fired from Store X. and I have to leave Town Z. U might think that I should get another job, well I can't. So that's the problem, I wanna stay in TOwn Z but I cant afford a place without a job and with my current situation, I cant get a job easily.
Ok that was my rant.... it was weird, I know
Good night
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