It is times like this that reminds you of the reason you have a blog; it's to spill out your guts to the world, things that your friends wouldn't care or maybe things that you are too scared to share with your friends and family.
For the past few days I've been torn between 2 choices; to leave or not to leave.
Seems pretty easy but it's not. I think making choices is got to be one of the hardest thing mankind had to do. To many of us, like myself we are afraid of the outcome from the choices that we made. To be really honest, I'm scared of going back, the whole starting over and leading a different life, it's a little scary. Despite all this drama, I know deep down inside this is one journey home I have to make.
Stuffs are scattered around the room, a messy scene. Card box, plastic bags, suitcase, mineral bottles, papers and documents are the among the "rubbish" that are on the floor. I'm actually packing all my stuff now and to prepare for the big farewell. Well, I still have 4 months before I leave, at least that was the plan but like all plans, it well never work. Because I know how lazy I am and how good I can procrastinate, I've set October 5th as the day!
There are some loose ends that I need to tie such as selling of my beautiful Toyota Corolla 99 and cancel insurance on that car.
Oh, I'm getting a tattoo soon, and it's one long story, one which I will post it up soon!
That's all for now
Jimbeam
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