Wednesday, 4 May 2011

I approached, I should be Happy but I'm not

Reading blogs from David and Sasha did make a difference, one of those thing is reminding me not to just sit around while knowing there someone like David is taking all of your girls.  If David's AA is as terrible as Sasha had mention then I would say David did a great job handling the anxiety and bust through it and took numbers.

I've been in the community for nearly a year now and it took me awhile just to get numbers and most of the time... well, 95% of the time, it's flake.

You see, today I took action and approach a beautiful woman.  If I could say, by far the most attractive lady I've ever approach, this is what I call quality (I don't rate women with numbers, is not right)

Approach her at Tesco today.  DIRECT!

Ok, here's the problem I think I've figured it out.

When we say Direct, how direct did you go?  How direct was I when I told her that she was attractive.

Should I have push even farther even knowing that she got a boyfriend?  Like getting her number

Should I keep pushing and tell her that we should meet up again for coffee soon?  Does that sound pushy and creepy?

In all honesty, I'm really frustrated.  Been doing this for nearly a year and yet no real results, and when I say results, I mean getting laid, does not matter is it from cold or warm approaches.

Did I improve since I first started?  YES, of course I improved.  A LOT!! Definitely positive change.  Changes from lifestyle to communication skills (even my brother realised that I speak better grammar!) but not in my dating life!!

Yes I can definitely approach beautiful woman and tell them they are cute/attractive/adorable but that is as far as the conversation goes.  I mean after some small talk I mean.

I asked myself this today and the question has been stuck in my head for past couple of hours.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???!!

I don't know, I honestly don't
I'm so tired mentally, spiritually, emotionally and physically
So tired.....

You know what I've figured out, I think I'm a pussy. that's why
Maybe after going direct, I should just push and tell them "I really wanna fuck you"

God Bless Your Soul
JimBeam

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