Friday, 16 July 2010

Overcoming Fears

I was never one to fight, I will always avoid at all cost.
The reason I used to give myself when I was a kid was fighting does not promote peace, so to promote peace you have to avoid fights.
Well, the hard truth is, I was a Pussy! I know if I ever get into a fight, the first to go down would be me. I was afraid of pain, broken bone and blood, I was just being a pussy.

Just like in PUA, my whole AA will tick when I see beautiful blondes, AA or whatever anxiety and nervousness will strike, this will not happen if they are typical Asian... It's something about Caucasian that turn on my switch. But I try my very best to overcome it, and I want to face it head on, so I learn the ways of PUA. PUA is a from of an art.

I always tell myself and my brother that "We only fear what we do not understand"
This is so true, because once you know how certain thing work, you understand it and you wouldn't feel so much fear

I've started to pick up some boxing lessons but this is just the beginning and its not much coz here I could only learn the techniques. TO really face my fear, I need to get into a trainer's enviroment. I'm planning to head over to Thailand to learn Mix Martial Arts when the time permits

Oh some of you must be wondering, where the hell did this kid had this fancy idea?
I guess Johnny Wolf opened my eyes on becoming a man, a real man, its more self improvement than fighting.

Oh, Johnny Wolf, if you are reading this, YOU ARE MY ROLE MODEL

JimBeam

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